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I try so hard
To pretend I don’t love you
To pretend I don’t see you
But the more I think
The more I hear your name
And see your face passing by mine
Each and every time we speak
Draws me closer and closer to a conclusion
One which I do not know how to make
Or exactly how to comprehend
It tells me I love you
And that I always have
Remembering the first time we met
The smile you gave
Although you were in love with another
I was in love with you
You intrigued me
Drew me closer
Until I could no longer breathe
You were all I thought about
All I longed for
Months passing by only showed me more
Of what I already knew
And as much as I tried to verbalize
What I knew we both did know
It was much to hard to let go of these feelings
To let my love for you show
So I kept quiet
Thinking maybe it could go away
I stopped talking to you
And acted naïve
I showed great caution
But still my love for you just wouldn’t fail
Because no matter how hard I try?
I just cant put up a dark enough veil.